I
Lie still, beloved, while my thirsty eyes
Drink up thy image and stamp it on my brain.
Turn thy head a little...now once again
Against the backdrop of this night that dies,
Turn it, so that while love lives no demise
Can come to thee. The acid of my pain
Will etch thee in deathless youth. In vain
Will age assail thee no matter how it tries.
Know now that immortality is thine.
Never believe the lies of crawling years,
Of withering flesh. The alchemy of tears
Will keep thy thinning blood like richest wine.
Deny the tomb; heed not the tolling bell;
Long not for Paradise nor fear for Hell.
II
There is no slamming of a door, and yet
The room resounds with loss. I feel you go
With ears more tuned to absence than you know.
But I will like in warmth a while, forget
The long delirium that waits out there. I'll set
A dam around my mind, deny the blow,
Shut out the silence with a song. The slow
Seep of solitude I'll staunch with swaths of net.
No longer can your going be denied.
The echo of your voice, your scent, your breath
Crowd all about me. How well I know this death,
Beloved, but would you had not died!
Even as my heart cries out, "Arise! Arise!"
I lay the bitter coins against your eyes.
III
How long will Sorrow feast with his brother Pain?
Too long already do they glut their maws
And lick their drooling lips and flex their claws
And probe with greedy tongues the crannies of the brain.
You deathless, legendary beasts, so often slain,
When will you cease to rise on noiseless paws
To stalk the thirsty hart that fearful draws
Its meager draught upon the hostile plain?
Be warned: even so as you come back to life,
So does the wounded heart, renewed in strength,
Summon fresh blood, recall its beat and, at length,
Aburst with refound love will give you strife for strife.
Then will your loathesome bellies, hunger-lean
Range the gladsome earth for other bones to clean!
April or May, 1948
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