Thanksgiving Day, 1969
I paused to touch your marble steps
and laud and praise their cold beauty,
still as intact as glass slippers
of some disenchanted dancer.
You trembled to feel my warm hands
on your frozen feet and begged me
to caress your withered body,
and with all my princely kisses
to ransom you from evil dreams
of lost beauty and coming death.
I moved to view you from the side
on which the rising winter sun
warmed your youth and still warms your age,
and where the setting summer sun
could not reach your countless children
as they sat in legendary
afternoons and haunted evenings
on your now sagging balcony
and wove dreams of eternal life
for themselves and you, their mother,
doomed too, but who outlived them all.
I stood in awe on the asphalt
desert of the near market place
while ghosts leaned on the balustrades
of twilight and chanted to me
that I stood where once their garden
grew and flowers bloomed for bird songs.
Suddenly they were gay and glad.
Some ran to fetch their mandolins;
all sang their serenades to me,
their guest, standing down below them.
When the gracious music ended
you called them back to your cold womb.
As they went inside they gestured
good-byes to me and I to them.
I stopped to touch your marble steps again
and heard a distant harpsichord within.
December 27, 1969
(final revision)
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